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beachin it with kristen today :D
pretty happy about thattttttttttttt.
and your cute.
i love life.
summer is fucking here.
<peace3
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[16 Jun 2006|08:59am] |
(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(3) Single?: confusion
(4) Want to be?: not exactly
(5) Your birth day: december 15th
(6) Age you act: whateverr
(7) Age you wish you were: 18
(8) Your height: 5"5'
(9) The color of your eyes: hazel
(10) Happy with it?: yes
(11) The color of your hair: brownish
(12) Happy with it?: yes
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: half the time at padres, half at madres
(27) Your family: momma, paj, matt, linda, ozzy, chris, joe, danielle, mike
(29) What's your job: being lazy :)
(30) Piercings?: 5. 2 in one ear. 3 in the other
(31) Tattoos?: not yet
(32) Obsessions?: eh no not really
(35) Do you speak another language? not exactly
(36) Have a favorite quote?: no
(37) Do you have a webpage?: www.myspace.com/ourownbratpack
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: most of the time
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on who you are
(40) Do you have any secrets?: i guess
(41) Do you hate yourself?: not right now
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: no
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: cracking my knucles
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: "you look cute today"
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: dont knoww
(46) What's your biggest fear?: insane asylum people, being raped, dying
(47) Can you sing: yes, but not very well
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: haha. no
(49) Are you a loner?: nahh
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i guess
(52) Are you a daredevil?: not really
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: a little of both.
(55) Have you got a ?: yes
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strenght-making people laugh. weakness-you
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: ohhh theres a few things
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: beauty
(59) How do you vent?: screaming in casi's car
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i guess
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: mmhm
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: it hasnt been horrible
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont ever care what other people think of you. and the people who know dont talk, and the people who talk don't know a fucking thing.
(64) What do you like the most about your body: eyeballlllsss
(65) And least?: theres alot
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes
(67) Are you confident?: no
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: dont knoww
(69) Do people know how you feel?: my close friends do
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: some people do percieve me to be a bitch. but im not at all.
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs: i have
(73) Read the newspaper?: no
(74) Pray?: no
(75) Go to church?: only when momma makes me
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: no thanks
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: big blue care bear
(78) Take walks in the rain?: no
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes
(80) Drive?: yes
(81) Like to drive fast?: yes
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: once
(83) Hurt yourself?: no
(84) Been out of the country?: ireland, england, france, malta
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
(86) Burped?: OBVIOUSLY
(87) Been unfaithful?: unfortunatley. and i regret it every day
(88) Been in love?: yes
(89) Done drugs?: yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: summer 04. i love you girlies
(92) Had a surgery?: no
(93) Ran away from home?: no
(94) Played strip poker: no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no
(98) Been on stage?: yep
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: not exactly. haha
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: no
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes
(103) If yes, what is your record?: like 24 hours i think
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
(107) Slept all day?: no
(108) Killed someone?: no
(109) Made out with a stranger?: no
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: no
(112) Kissed the same sex?: junior prom 2005. you knowwwww. lmao
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no thanks
(114) Been betrayed?: yeah
(115) Had a dream that came true?: no
(116) Broken the law?: yep
(117) Met a famous person?: yes
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
(146) Stolen anything?: arrested for it to :)
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: no
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?: no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: no
CLOTHES AND OTHER FASHION
(154) Shoe brand?: old navy flip flops :)
(155) Brand of clothing?: anything comfortableeee
(156) Cologne/perfume?: cool water
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: whatever i feel like wearing
(159) Wear hats?: no
(161) Wear make-up?: everyday
(162) Favorite place to shop?: wherever
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: hoodiessssssss
(164) Are you trendy?: why not
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no. did it for 9 years. never again
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: no
(167) Miracles?: yes
(168) Astrology?: sure
(169) Magic?: yes
(170) God?: no
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: no
(173) Ghosts?: yes
(174) Luck?: yes
(175) Love at first sight?: no
(176) Yin and Yang?: ?
(177) Witches?: no
(178) Easter bunny?: no
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
(180) Believe that there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: haha
(181) Do you wish on stars?: yes
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love him/her?: no. well maybe deep down i always will. but not really.
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(186) What do you find romantic?: theres lotsa stuff
(187) Turn-on?: nice eyes. good personality. nice shoes
(188) Turn-off?: stalkerish guys, chain smokers, conciededness
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: bad, but i wouldnt keep from them how i feel. leading people on is mean.
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: yes
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: dosent matter
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: nah
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: ask them
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: nice eyes
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they're retarded
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: xdont rememberrr
(208) Are you in love?: yes
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: more on the lines of adorable
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: look at them, maybe smile or something.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: ...
(212) You wanted to kill?: your mom
(213) That you laughed at?: kristen
(214) That laughed at you?: kristen
(215) That turned you on?: your mom
(216) You went shopping with?: my momma
(217) That broke your heart?: ray
(218) To disappoint you?: ray
(219) To ask you out?: billy
(220) To make you cry?: your mom
(221) To brighten up your day?: your mom
(222) That you thought about?: ray
(223) You saw a movie with?: billy, shay, kristen, kayla
(224) You talked to on the phone?: casi
(225) You talked to through IM?: shay
(226) You saw?: kristen, mike, tom
(227) You lost?: your mom
(229) You thought was completely insane?: your mom
(230) You wanted to be?: your mom
(231) You told off?: your mom
(232) You trusted?: your mom
(233) You turned down?: some kid. but i'm about to do it again
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: today
(235) Laughed?: today
(236) Cried?: last week
(237) Bought something?: dont remember
(238) Danced?: junior prom
(239) Were sarcastic?: yesterday
(240) hugged someone?: this morninggggg
(241) Talked to an ex?: yesterday
(242) Watched your fave movie?: a few weeks ago
(243) Had a nightmare?: long time ago
(245) Talked on the phone?: today
(246) Listened to the radio?: yesterday
(247) Watched TV?: this morning
(248) Went out?: today
(249) Helped someone?: yesterday
(250) Were mean?: today
(251) Sang?: yesterday
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: few weeks ago
(253) Said "I love you"?: yesterday
(254) Missed someone?: now
(255) Fought with a family member?: wednesday
(256) Fought with a friend?: few weeks ago
(257) Had a serious conversation?: yesterday
(258) Got drunk?: few weeks ago
(259) Had sex?: your mom
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[08 Jun 2006|02:54pm] |
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oc marathon, a bffe, and a big comfy couch definatley beats last two classes (which happen to be chem and history) on a thursday. me and kristen have been lounging around allllll day :) except now i have a pile of make-up work and other things to do for finals. i got it under control though. except for i haven't started my english paper or history final. whoops.
ok well, i wanna go watch another episode with my cuz cuz cos she's all alone on the big comfy couch.
<3
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[03 Jun 2006|12:55pm] |
the last entry made me laugh. like really hard. for a good two minutes.
and last night was a good time. that makes me smile.
life loves me. sort of. my friends are nice peopleee :) summer is super soon and i'm gonna love every minute of it. having a new cell phone makes me excited. and the fact that at the moment i'm on a family plan with shay and liz makes me even more excited. it means WE ARE FAMILY. haha. kristen is the love of my life. she makes me happy. and casi j is MIA. that rhymed.
after watching the video yearbook yesterday and being in school on the seniors last real day of classes.. i'm not really sure how i feel. i'm sort of nervous. like in a year, that will be me and my friends. i really don't know how i'll be able to say goodbye to alot of them. a majority of my friends are a grade below me so they'll be staying at school and i'll miss them so so much. i don't wanna grow apart from anyone. it's like.. this is it. this is the last year to tighten up all the friendships and take lots of pictures and laugh like there's no tomorrow with the people who have made my life what it is.
eshhhh, now i feel like i want to cry. so let's stop here.
have a good day!
i'm sure i might become addicted to the rocket summer. acctually, i already am.
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[22 Mar 2006|10:48am] |
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me and john broke up
but we're back together
and i guess we're happy
basicallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
life is good
kbye
:)
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[13 Mar 2006|11:02am] |
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basically
everyone is wicked gay
and i dont care at all anymore
because i never like them anyways
i know who my true friends are
and thats pretty much all that matters
yeah.
ps, my boyfriend is beyond amazing.
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| i'll tell you one thinggggg |
[07 Mar 2006|06:45pm] |
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gah.
i love when you make me smile.
today = gaygaygay
my mom won't let me go anywhere all night,
yet she and the step-father are gone til 830?
so im being badass
and the boyfriend is comming over.
i wish my amigos could all get along.
dramadramadrama
well not really drama
just people being dumbasses
i must go get homework for me & the boy to do
peace-outt girl scout
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im backkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
out of pure boredom.
and i have nothing to say.
<3
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| i'm not sick anymore =] |
[25 Nov 2005|09:32am] |
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i'm so flipping happy. i'm not entirely sick anymore. just a little bit but nothing too bad =] and i'm excited because today is my 3rd favorite day of the whole year .. the first day of my offical christmas shopping! and to make it even more fun, ashley's comming with me. hell yes this is gonna be amazing.
now, about my thanksgiving. it was a nice, quiet day with the family. i didn't go to the game but wadda yah gonna do? my dad thought it'd be funny to put the scary turkey hanging above my door so that when i opened the door it'd just be hanging there. thanks dad, well appreciated. oh and also it's nice waking up at 7 in the morning to your dad throwing snow at you. once again, well appreciated dad =] um my aunt and my sister came over around 12:30ish and we ate around 2. lovely dinner conversations my family has. who smokes weed, where you can buy it, how much it costs, growing it, ect. yeah, my family owns, don't even play. then after dinner i fell asleep cos i didn't feel good, then sarah called and woke me up but that's ok cos i love her =] um um um um, i basically did nothing for the rest of the day. ashley was supposed to come over and watch christmas movies with me but she ended up hangin out with her family. its all good though. later on, we all played scene it and me and my dad's team won. haha.
so i guess it was a nice thanksgiving. definatley smaller than what we usually have but it was nice. i hope everyone else had a good day =] i'm off to go get ready to go shopping now. peace <3
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comment on this entry if you read my journal, wether it's occasionally or every day, just comment to let me know. because based on who reads it, i'm either making a friends cut, or not updating anymore (or rarely). thanks =]
<3 me
ps. happy thanksgiving
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[23 Nov 2005|09:45am] |
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boy oh boy, the past two days have sucked. alot.
i'm really sick and i probably have strep (doctors today)
ray got himself grounded for a good two weeks, but he got a job though =] / =[
um, i was supposed to do a project with my preschoolers
but when all your paper gets dropped in the rain, you kinda can't
i started drivers ed last night
chris metcalf is in my class! haven't seen him since graduation (8th grade)
and there are a few other people i know, but the class sucks though
no school today, everyone's out having fun while i'm ... dying?
ps. i hope everyone and their mom had fun at fall out boy last night. you all suck =]
palabra a tu madre <3
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i started training at work for cashiering yesterday
it was sweet. and it's so easy =]
and then i went to my grandmassssssssss
and i felt really sick and i got scared
cos i thought i was gonna throw up
which if you know me, you know its a big deal
so yeah that didn't go over too well
then i came home and ray made me calm down
and then i went to bed.
i love christmas listssssssssss =]
i lovee youu rayy =]
ps. leslies.. less than a month til jersey!!!!
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yeah i was one of those obsessed chicks who went to the mall to see the people from laguna =] and i'm damn proud of it. mofo. i got great pictures, and they all said hi to me. oh and after that i went to varsity review AGAIN. it was really good, and IFAM was awesome. and breanna carlow has an amazing voice, i was so proud of herr =]
um, i don't really have anything else to say, i'll try to post some pics of tonite as soon as i get them from ashley and develop my camera.
i love you ray (i miss you too, these weekends suck) <3
ps. i made honors =]
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[17 Nov 2005|06:17pm] |
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fuck being miserable, i'm done with thatttt,
love life, thats what i need to be doing,
yeah, i have alot on my plate to deal with,
but there are so many people worse off than myself.
tonite should be fun,
i'm going to varsity review with my lovess
cept tara's not going which makes me sad =[
i'm pretty sure we get report cards tomorrow
and i know i'm doing pretty well so i'm crossing my fingers
cos i wanna make honors, that'd be .. swell =]
peace easy <3
taralynnd07: kkkk
JorDay x1: kkkk = ku klux klan kid
i just don't know
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[15 Nov 2005|08:12pm] |
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so last night i cried nonstop for like 2 and a half hours.
man i'm so fucking sick of it, i really and truly am!!
but briana did make me feel alot better though
i started watching laguna beach, which made me cry even more.
yeah i'm a dork, but it was so sad.
today sucked cos i was in a bad mood
and ray got annoyed with me cos i was being a bitch
which i can understand
but i got mad at him for getting mad at me
and then we made up
we always do.
so i think im gonna go
cos i have nothing else to say..
i'm breathing you in
i'm breathing you out
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[12 Nov 2005|09:27pm] |
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last night i went to the mall with rayy
i got a got a scarf at hollister, i'm in love with it
and i got the cutest shirt from american eagleeee
ray got the new straylight run ep, i'm jealous
um um um um
i cleaned today
then i went to target and tj maxx
yep, it's offical
i'm a spoiled brat
cos i'm rockin two cell phones
one's for texting, the others for calls
i'm over it though :)
then i went out for indian food with madre and ozzy
so flipping delicious
then i went to the play with tara (and justin)
it was awesome, everyone did an amazing job :)
and now, i think im gonna go
peace out girl scout <3
i've never been more in love.
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i have a new obsession
with panic! at the disco
and when i say obsession i mean obsession
kthxbye!
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today has been perfect.
all i've been doing is laughing
and me and ray seem .. idk
perfect?
my friends are all amazing
plus i dont have to go to
my dads house this weekend
:)
so happy about that one.
im in synk's room
with katie (palmer)
and we're looking at coach stuff
and pictures of chelsea's aunt
um um um,
yeah .. im gonna go i thinkkkk
<33
ps. hardcore pinky sex is hot :)
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